|Circle inversion by fdecomite on Flickr|
When Chloe was first admitted to the hospital this summer, my world, or my circle, shrunk to five people - our family. Many days it was a circle of three as Henri and Martha were cared for by grandparents, aunt and uncles, or family friends.
In the weeks following, it was challenging to expand that circle. It went slowly, sometimes trying to include a few friends from church or colleagues from work. Often times I found myself needing to retreat to my circle of five afterwards to regroup and recharge.
It took at least a month and a half before I was able to expand my circle great enough to include my PLNs via Twitter and Google Reader again. Even then, most of the time it is still as a "lurker" rather than as a participator.
Last week, Chloe had a tough week. A heavy dose of chemo on Monday made her feel cranky, tired, and generally out of sorts for the week. That determined our week as well. Couple that with a lot of assessments within the walls of my classroom and I have found my circle shrinking again.
I wonder if this expanding and shrinking circle phenomenon is just a product of cancer in our family or if it has happened before without my awareness. One more detail that I just need to accept and roll with...